I to and fro-ed with the idea of heading to Bruges for a short getaway by myself. I had two weeks off from work and for the latter half, had already planned an exciting Swiss getaway with my little brother. So what was I meant to do that first week off? Wake up at noon everyday, mind-numbingly surf the internet and battle with the idea of heading to the gym? No, I needed fresh air and my imagination to be rebooted desperately. Alas, I booked the trip I had been eyeing up.
Tuesday, 26 December 2017
Tuesday, 13 June 2017
You would expect Norway's capital city to be just that - a city. A bit prettier than London perhaps. But with sky-scrapers, cute corner shop cafes, stunning landmarks - all intertwined with a labyrinth of bustling streets, you can't help but feel the need to re-define the term 'city'. With its fusion of minimalist and futuristic architectural landscapes, parallel to its stunning scenery, Oslo is one heck of a visual feast.
Tuesday, 11 April 2017
Instead, I ran through lush fields of green, double taking at the hoards of people emerging from their homes to linger in Britain's dubious warm weather. It was the first time I properly the felt sunshine on my face this year, the first time I left my bulky hoodie at home, the first time I immediately saw my skin changing colour in the baking heat.
Despite celebrating the actual process of going for a run, at the end it still felt like defeat. I've had months of practise but I still can't get the hold of it. I thought the initial wave of embarrassment at not lasting long enough would finally be a thing of the past - but the humiliation continues. Sometimes I feel like my legs aren't capable of holding all the weight on my body for such high energy impact. Even with the whole mind over matter thing, I envision myself gloriously crossing some sort of finish line, only to fall a few feet short.
I started running because of the way I found my body drastically change after starting a job where I do shift work - going from days to nights to weekends. After successfully combating binge-eating a few years earlier, I found myself coming home from work at 3am and, without thinking, raiding the cupboards and fridge. My mid-section filled out, my cheeks puffed out. I started scaring myself into thinking that a few more pounds would take me up to a size 18, which I once was at my heaviest. I needed a change. Something to shake-up my body and make it listen. I shunned the tried and tested, money-consuming route of the gym and decided to beat the bullet by trying something I dreaded the thought of - running.
I watch many videos of people on their running journeys - some even going on to run marathons and do incredible things with the endurance and skill they have. I have nothing but respect for them and hope to be like them one day. As for my running journey, there hasn't been much of a journey. It's all been a bit of a plateau. And I know - to all you reading this and chuckling at my attempts to validate why this has been difficult - I'm sure it's a combination of my binge-dieting, my sporadic exercise routine, lack of focus and determination - and if we're being extra harsh on myself, my laziness. But I hope that will change.
*Personal images and Unsplash used
Tuesday, 7 March 2017
There's nothing more satisfying than a movie you've seen a hundred times as a child... and would still casually watch today after a hard day's work. Many a time, alongside your friendly and familial memories, media sources also help carve out the key to your youth. There are certain films that I look back on and I think wow, I'm so lucky to have been a part of that celluloid experience - such as 1982's Poltergeist, which was waiting for me a few years before I was born. One of my first horror movies that I watched, understood and loved - ultimately paving my huge crush on the scarescome genre.
Even when there's present day adaptations of my favourite classics, I run like a little girl to the cinema to see if it holds up. For that very moment, I shun my adult existence and embrace all things childish. So without further ado, here are those flicks that had me hooked on the world of entertainment.
There's always something a little, dare I say it, wickedly thrilling when it comes to an otherworldly creature wrecking havoc on the human race. This classic infused the elements of adventure, adrenaline, love and heroism like no other - making it a favourite for a wide age range and a mammoth audience across the globe. Plus, who else had a little innocent crush on Matthew Broderick after this?
Hands up who else wanted to be Matilda as a little kid?... And even now? I'm sure all of those arms are firmly up in the air. This tale of an intelligent little girl, who discovers some incredibly envy-inducing magical powers, which help her battle her egocentric parents and evil headmistress make up a large portion of my creativity today. True story - I once got in trouble for trying out the mixing and matching of lotions scene at a family friend's house. Safe to say, they weren't pleased. My bad.
THE SIXTH SENSE 1999
I was so thankful to be introduced to this daringly unique takes on the horror genre so early on. It's films like this one that have my expectations for horror raised high and why I usually walk out of a lot of similar movies unimpressed. Needless to say, this flick called out to the darker psyche of myself - even as a child. The acting, the story line, the directing (Eurgh, M.Night.Shyamalan, you're a genius!) and the twist at the end were mind-blowing. Safe to say, the scene above, where a terrified Haley Joel Osment reveals he sees dead people, is one of the most remembered scenes in this genre's history.
KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI 1998
This film happens to be an Indian classic. It made everyone laugh, cry, inspire and hope. Truth be told, I'm not big on Bollywood movies nowadays. The nineties and early noughties set such a high bar for me when it came to Indian movies, that the present day industry just doesn't hold up in comparison. And this is one of those gems that was faultless. Shah Rukh Khan is my life idol. If you aren't familiar with him, I strongly recommend watching his movies. It shows that charisma is everything.
My ultimate favourite Disney spectacle. And the reason why I adored this so much was because they looked like me. I'm not saying I look like a princess, but other than Bollywood, on-screen projects with people of South Asian descent were few and far between. It felt incredible as a little girl to see that people of a darker skin-tone were internationally celebrated.
JURASSIC PARK 1993
My FAVOURITE movie EVER! I feel like this is the movie that most defined my childhood. I even got a little teary eyed when I visited the Jurassic Park section at Universal Studios in Los Angeles last year. From the acting, adrenaline-enducing directing, the locations, the suspense and the musical score, the movie is untouchable.
HUM HAIN RAHI PYAR KE 1993
As a child you can't go wrong with a feel good movie about cheeky children who want to cause mayhem. Once again, this Bollywood movie set the bar high for the industry in terms of its flawless acting and undeniable chemistry between icons Aamir Khan and Juhi Chawla. Must have seen this movie a hundred times!
Probably not something you equate with childhood innocence. But this heartbreaking true tale of a ship going under was ultimately adapted as an epic love story. It taught me what romance should be like this and how someone's memory can live forever. Even back in 1997, I though the nude scenes were beautiful, the soundtrack gave me goosebumps and all the elements combined would make for an iconic movie for years to come.
Tuesday, 7 February 2017
Thanks to today's day and age of digital media, travel is more available to us than ever before. Hundreds of influencers turn on the camera everyday to capture their adventures around the world before sharing it with an unknown audience sitting at home. In return, us viewers feel more fulfilled in our ambition to see the world. 'It's not just me who wants to book a one way ticket and escape,' we think as a result of these exquisitely packaged videos. Our travel plans become more solidified, more validated and more attainable - And here are those wanderlusters who awaken that realisation in me. (Picture above from Flying The Nest)
Tuesday, 31 January 2017
Merely two weeks into his Presidency, Donald Trump has managed to divide the world in a way that we initially thought, was humanly impossible. Myself, along with many others, thought we had come further than this. Even as a UK born and living citizen, I feel the sting. How the hell did an unqualified, misogynist, arrogant individual, who'll do anything it takes to live up to the notoriety, become the leader of the free world? How? How could those people who voted for this creature of injustice do this to themselves?!
Monday, 16 January 2017
January always seems to add to our bucket lists. The checklist of dreams, goals and hardened flaws we want to overcome gets longer and longer. And one of the main components of our visual wishes is the desire to travel. Along with our innate need to be thirsty in knowledge about an individual our age, living on the the other side of the world, is the the current day popularity of social media prowess - dedicated to the hard-to-achieve message of 'you can see it all too'. But what we need to remember is seeing the world is wholly personal - it's what you make of it, what it does for you, and what you take away from it.
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